Just yesterday I received a letter from Canadian Veterinary Medicine Association (CVMA) confirming that I’m eligible for the National Board Exam this coming window (Nov 19-Dec 2). So how was my feeling? Excited and scared at the same time, which brought out the tears. Yes, I cried like a baby. But before I cried, I made sure I registered to the exam site (prometric) first to choose the date and location. So I chose Saturday, November 26, 2011 in Hamilton –considering that on Saturday mc can drive me there and Hamilton is the closest city to where we live. I was hoping I could do the exam in Dec, at least the last day of the window, but no, there was none. Maybe lots of candidates have taken that day already…. 
I’m excited coz finally I’m going to do the first step of the exams and I’m scared coz I haven’t prepared enough for it! I know I have plenty of time to read my textbooks….but my laziness comes first. My old bad-habit takes the best of me, procrastination. And just by looking at my super thick books, enough to bring it out. It’s not like I’m totally ignoring my books, though. I still read. But all this time, I’ve been reading the same book, the Anatomy and Physiology.
So my regular week is like this: Monday—->browsing the Internet, do the laundry and (sometimes) cleaning the house, fasting, cooking for supper. Tuesday—>browsing the Internet, go out with my friend(s) till late afternoon, cooking for supper. Wednesday—->browsing the Internet, go out with my friend(s) till late afternoon, cooking for supper. Thursday—-> working at the clinic 9 to evening. Friday—->same like Thursday. Saturday—->lazy day. Sunday—->lazy day 2. I read my book in beetween those schedules. He he he….
Mc supports me fully, eventhough he has some worries that I would make this as my priority over family. But I told him yesterday that family would always come first. I have my own worries too, of course. No matter what, I’ll try to do this. At least, now I’m in the ‘loop’ already which means I’ ve accepted as a candidate for the NEB. I can finish it anytime, whether it’s 2 years or even 5. As long as my name is in the list, I’ll be alright.
So now it depends on me. I should gear myself up, don’t want to slack around again…Please please motivation, come to me!
I’ll start my journey with….bismillahirrohmaanirrohiim…
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